Is the best boyfriend of all time. Especially on days like the one that has just ended. Days I wake up just looking for a fight. Why do I do this? No clue. I just have so much anger and I know the only person who can keep up with my jabs and blows is the only mother fucker meaner and more stubborn than me. However Sean demonstrates more patience and maturity when it comes to me. And today he countered every senseless made up argument with an apology and admittance of guilt even when we both very well knew he had nothing to be sorry for. He just knew it was one of those days and he’d rather be the one who is loving than right. I’ve been on edge this past month for a multitude of reasons and I’ve been taking out all of my stress on Sean. I hate that!!! But he’s so understanding and willing to endure anything as long as it makes me feel even an ounce better. He lost control of his temper once tonight because I was exhibiting the maturity and reasoning of an 8 year old then letting that dictate the direction of our relationship. Sean let’s me get away with a lot, but when it comes to our relationship he will protect it with every fiber of his sweet soul. Then after he put me in my place, he regained power over his temper. With a loving and apologetic tone he asked me what do I wanna do. Not like with our relationship or in life, but at that moment in time, what do I want to do to make me feel better so he could do it for me. Then like every night before bed, he tells me the reasons why he loves me and I keep him on the phone as late as I greedily can. Sean believes in an exchange of powers. I am his weakness, he is my strength and vise versa. He believes that he is my rock for me to lean on and I am his back bone that helps him hold his head up straight. I believe Sean is my strength and weakness at once. I believe he is my rock to lean on when he needs extra support from being my back bone. I believe I could not live, let alone exist without Sean.